Logged Internal monologs >2021

12/15/22

~Why do I accept things in the moment when I really shouldn't have . Because that shit was not ok why do I enable people to play with my feelings Like that...

~Because we keep seeing the good in them and created this perspective that he wouldn't actually do that to us. But yet....

~Honestly , even more frustrating how you had to confront them about it to even get an honest answer.

~ I just hate how every. Single. Person. I've dealt with got emotionally or physically caught up with someone else with being with me. Do I give off vibes as a person to not be taken serious?? Then I'm framed as a bad person for having a normal upset reaction?

~ well least this one was genuinely apologetic and remorseful about it.

~and I appreciate that. However that emotional scar will always be there.. forgive sure. Forget. Never, because every single thing that's been done to me i would have never done to them.