Dearest Unborn

Its been a year since i had to let you go,

A year since that life changing experience.

While i was in no mental and financial position to truly have you i do apologize that our fate became what it was. But trust me it was for the best. For both of us.

It's not that I didn't want you upon finding out, its just i know I couldn't handle trying to protect you and keep you safe in this horrible society we live in.

I know if things were different in my world we'd probably be great parents with loving support and I'm sure you would been an amazing chld.

I still think about what you could have looked like and the personalities you would have. And If I could just gotten one glimps of you my soul could rest easy.

While I still believe I'm in no position or desire to raise a child. But if things changed up to where i did have to raise you you would be shown unconditional love from all Sides.

Now all i have are the scars on my stomach to forever remind me. Its honestly a bitter sweet feeling.

But now we're both in better places in our lives, I'll always remember you and our experience.

At least you now have your would been grandfather in spirit with you forever 🤍